&lyrics [l i v e] lies

Hi, my name is Lyric. :]
And this is what I think I like, who I think I am, and all the other things that are caught in between.
About me:
♥ I'm a Twilight fan and I'm proud of it. But no I'm not one of those TWILIGHT IS MY LIFE AND RPAT ROCKS. I don't love Robert Pattinson. He's ok I guess. But I'm a Twilight fan for TWILIGHT and all the other books in the series. I love them for what they are. :] I hate it when people go all "I hate Twilight now" just because everyone else likes it. Who cares if they're not true fans? If you let them change your mind about Twilight, guess you weren't a true fan either. Lesson is; You shouldn't let other people affect you and your opinions.
I'm an asian and I'm proud of it. We're not all awesome at math you know. But I'm pretty darn good.
♥Music is absolutely my life. But of course my family is first. Anyways if I had the chance to be a singer, that's what I would be. It's my dream. I know it's going to be hard but I can try can't I? :] I know I don't have the best range but I think I'm pretty ok. I'm trying to teach myself how to play guitar....but it's not going so badly. :]
♥Uhhh, I really like colors. :D All different ones.
♥Hm....Well I take my school stuff really seriously. I want to be valedictorian one day and that's just going to be hard. But I can try can't I?
I think that a lot of things are possible if you just try. You have to have faith in yourself for other people to. And you have to believe you can do it even if they don't. You just have to try. Because if you don't try, you'll never know. It's just that simple.
♥One day, I dream of finding my one true love. Someone who can be my best friend and my soul mate. I often get too obsessed with this dream and it gets me into trouble. But it's just because I really hope it will come true.
♥I think that I'm most like Alice from Twilight. And I want a Jasper.
♥I'm a perfectionist.
♥I'm constantly changing my favorite song.
♥And my favorite movie.
♥I've realized I'm not an emo or a punk or a prep or a girly girl. I'm just me. And I'm not perfect, but I'm almost as perfect as I can get. I'm me. And I'm young, but I've learned, that that's all I can expect from myself.
Tue Aug 4

Nothing’s helping. It’s just getting worse.

Only my mom, my brother and grandma know about my random back pain. But they don’t know the half of it. It hurts. A lot. Every time I sneeze everytime I cough every time I stand, bend over, sit, lie down. It’s just there most of the time and I tried but it’s just not going away. I don’t want to ask mom to take me to the doctor because she has to work and I don’t want her to miss work a bunch of times. I’m wondering if maybe it’s because of my scoliosis. I hope not?

icanread:
(by blindkitesknownolimits)
 I can’t seem to let go. Of anything. Of my stress, my fears, my reality, the pain I’m in. It’s a spiral of despair and ‘I can’t do it’s and I’m just so tired and I just want it to all work out.

icanread:

(by blindkitesknownolimits)

 I can’t seem to let go. Of anything. Of my stress, my fears, my reality, the pain I’m in. It’s a spiral of despair and ‘I can’t do it’s and I’m just so tired and I just want it to all work out.

Sun Jun 21
Tue May 19
Ten feet off the ground and I don’t want to come down. Rush by Ferras and Katy Perry

I hate that I have to make a secret blog just to rant about my best friend and other people.

But there isn’t another way. I can’t just tell her all the things I think about her. Even thought I am her best friend but sometimes wonder why. We have our moments.

AGHHH. Parents.

Why can’t they all just get along?

She’s starting to get on my nerves again.

And I know that I’m being a horrible best friend for thinking about this. But I really do feel annoyed by her.

I don’t want to call her a slut or say that she’s leading guys on. But I’m really confused right now, because I know she loves the attention. Even if she’ll never admit that she does. >:/

Sometimes she acts like I’m below her. But I know sometimes I might act like that too.

F is talking to her again. Which bugs me. Because she’s starting to get all attentionie again. And by that I mean, like, guys are starting to like her again and it’s all dramatic and crap. I really feel bad. But I’m gonnnna keep talkinngg.

They keep going in circles. He likes her, she likes him, she doesn’t like him, he doesn’t like her but will never get over her. And honestly. Not just that but overall I think she’s causing her own problems. If she just sometimes stopped to think. Like really.

End rant.

Mon Apr 6
This drama sat shotgun. My eyes rain like autumn. Make Up Smeared Eyes, by Automatic Loveletter